One Nurse’s Journey
Surviving COVID-19 and Facing a Long Road to Recovery
Michelle Davis, RN, was just recovering from influenza A when she realized something was terribly wrong on April 8. “It was terrifying. Unlike anything I’d ever experienced,” says Davis, 59, an educational nurse coordinator in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit at Michigan Medicine. “I could not get a breath in.” She went to the health system where she worked, but this time as a patient. A test for COVID-19 came back positive. She knew the disease could be devastating. Still, Davis thought she could take care of herself at home. She was a nurse, after all, and one who was experienced with giving herself breathing treatments at home for her asthma and the respiratory condition bronchiectasis. A regular hiker who easily endured 40 hours a week as a nurse, she didn’t think the virus would require her to be hospitalized.
The intense COVID-19 symptoms started on a Wednesday. By Saturday of that week, April 11, her husband said he wasn’t comfortable with her staying home any longer. As if contracting a potentially fatal illness weren’t enough for one person to handle, Davis’ mother also died that day (of non-COVID-related issues).
“It was easily the worst day of my life,” recalls Davis, who has been a nurse at the health system since 1995. At Michigan Medicine, she was admitted to floor 4B. Her hemoglobin levels were frighteningly low — only seven grams per deciliter, when 12-15.5 is the normal range for women. She was given iron to raise those levels. Initially, she was given inhalers to help with her breathing, but she simply couldn’t inhale.
Her oxygen levels dipped to 80% — a level so low that it could put vital organs in danger. “After a few days, I ended up decompensating and went to the RICU,” Davis says, referring to the Regional Infectious Containment Unit that was set up at Michigan Medicine when the pandemic began. Many of the sickest COVID-19 patients at the hospital were treated in this 32-room isolation unit. Davis was the sickest she had ever been. She burned with a fever, couldn’t get enough air, and was too fatigued to move. Yet she knew she was in good hands. She knew many of the respiratory therapists and nurses who treated her and who stopped by to check on her. “Some of them brought me care packages. They would wave and text,” she recalls. All of the attending physicians, nurses, and respiratory therapists “advocated in my best interest,” Davis says.
Davis struggled with her knowledge of what all of the codes and alarms on the floor meant — and that some patients around her were dying. But she was lucky. Her numbers began to increase, and, on April 25 — two weeks after she was admitted — she was discharged.
Nurses and other providers lined the hallway and greeted her like a celebrity on the red carpet. They posed for selfies with Davis: their peer, and a success story. They applauded. You could see Davis’s smile, even through her mask.
Weeks later, Davis was still recovering at home, still fatigued and winded. She used a nebulizer every four hours. She knows it will be weeks or months before she can go hiking Up North, or even for short walks around her neighborhood. Her goal is to be well in time for her daughter’s October wedding. “I just want to be the healthiest, best version of me,” she says. Davis has always defined herself in large part through her role as a nurse and a nurse educator. “Taking care of critically ill kids has always been a piece of me. I can’t imagine my life without that,” she says. “I can’t wait to be strong enough to return to work.”
Davis also doesn’t want this story to be about her. “I want it all to be on the people who are doing this amazing work,” from nurses to physicians to respiratory therapists.
Davis wants the spotlight to shine particularly brightly on her peers. “Yes, we’re in a pandemic, and they have been extraordinary during this time. But nurses are the ones that are there at the bedside, no matter what. I think the heart of a nurse is an amazing thing. You can’t do this job for just a paycheck.”
While other providers play specialized roles that are equally vital, she says, nurses have the special burden — and privilege — of caring and advocating for patients throughout their stay.
“The nurse at the bedside doesn’t take a snapshot,” Davis says. “They take the whole, full-length motion picture.”